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Friday, Jun. 05, 2015 12:10 PM

“I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.” ― James Baldwin, The Fire Next Time

It didn't even last a week. I'm already back on Facebook. I don't log on as much, but I did rifle through the friends list and delete people. I may go through it again and shed a few more people off the list. The only reason I reactivated it is because I kept thinking of all the people I'd lose contact with. Funny thing is, I'd miss all the friends I made online more than the friends I know/knew in person. It's amazing how much closer you can feel to "physical strangers."

Yesterday I suffered from the roller coaster ping pong ball affect. Emotions were up and down while thoughts were scattered and bouncing off the walls. Story of my life, I guess. Should I appreciate the chaos more before I fall into the sound of silence? Even if I could, I don't think I'd know how.

I don't really have much to say right now. I guess I'll go water my flowers, pay my grandma a visit, and try to survive this humidity.

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